Breathe, breathe, breathe.
I am not a planner, I am along for the ride. This endeavour is really taxing my panic button.
I was reminded last week by my dear friend who is a missionary in Albania, that God's timing is perfect. (this I knew) but then he added, "God is never late." How about that, I had not ever looked at it that way. Whether or not I make it in September, I will not be late. Whatever God has instore for me in Albania, I will not be late for it.

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28
So hold on, its going to be a bumpy and panic stricken ride...but I won't be late.